It isn't that I want to kill myself. That's what seems so misunderstood as I try and explain my inner feelings to almost anyone. I won't bring the knife to my throat. I won't take that action against myself. But if I could go to bed one day and just never wake up again, that would be pretty fantastic. I want to simply cease in my existence. I'm simply done. I would turn in my two week notice to life it were that simple. I'm told to focus on the positive in life and it isn't that that I have nothing positive but that it doesn't motivate me. It isn't enough. Just because there are good things in life doesn't mean continuation in a world filled
It isn't that I want to kill myself. That's what seems so misunderstood as I try and explain my inner feelings to almost anyone. I won't bring the knife to my throat. I won't take that action against myself. But if I could go to bed one day and just never wake up again, that would be pretty fantastic. I want to simply cease in my existence. I'm simply done. I would turn in my two week notice to life it were that simple. I'm told to focus on the positive in life and it isn't that that I have nothing positive but that it doesn't motivate me. It isn't enough. Just because there are good things in life doesn't mean continuation in a world filled
Once, there was a rich, spoiled girl. She had everything anyone could ever possibly want, and more. Her mother and father gave her whatever she desired without a second thought, or even bothering to hesitate. And while she had all the joys a wealthy life can bring, she was occaisonally sick when she was younger, and as she grew older, she grew nothing but ill contempt for even the slightest feeling of pain.
One day, she came to her father and demanded an almost foolsih request. "I no longer wish to feel pain," she said haughtily, "and I want you to do something about it." Her parents were baffled. How could they ever provide such a thing? T
Feeling is beautiful
So they tell me
So long, so cold
You forgot meif you ever knew me
And under this burning sun--
Cracked lips, red nose
I grew cold and dull
Bright spark fled
Burned out of existence
By forgotten beats
And happy pretty child
Curled upwaiting, because hope is never really gone
To be found
And so I grew to be a womanchild
Reaching out with tentative fingers
Only to be rebuffed because of my too cold hands
Can't you see?
Feel her there beneath my cold hands and dead eyes
Waiting for someone warm enough for the both of us.
There, you saw her
Beneath cruel words and v
Don't make me curl
Under the force of your disapproval
I deserve better than that
Don't grind me under the heel of your boot
I am worth more than that
They scream this chorus loud and high
These victims of mine
Scream that they are worth something
That they deserve
Whimper at me
That they too are human
Don't make me
They say
Don't
They scream
Yet there voice is all they raise against me
At the barest kiss of my disapproval they curl
Whimpering all the while
As my boot descends they lay themselves down
Stretching out their necks for it
Yet they, the victims, say they are worth more.
News
My eyes are sewn shut
With the threads of the lash
Used to tear flesh off a woman back.
My lips are sealed closed
By blood long dried.
It dripped from cracked skin,
Spilling precious, precious
Into soil.
SOIL!
Dirt, base and filthy, laps up blood so precious this blood so precious
And dirt, SOIL!, bears witness,
Hears, without ears,
The crack of the lash,
And the screams,
And sees, without eyes,
The courage and cowardice,
But the dirt has no voice,
It cannot tell what it has seen and heard,
And my eyes are sewn shut,
And my lips are sealed,
So I cannot bear any witness at all.
Alex was just like any other normal teenage girl. At least, in most ways. In some, she was far from normal. She was taller than average, of a slightly better intelligence, and perhaps a bit too quiet in her ways. Above all, she had always loved and had been in love since before she could even understand what love was.
At first, she loved him as a brother, for they were so much alike that they could've just as well been twins. She'd known him for way too long and couldn't stand to let him go.
His name was Peter. With his brilliant light green eyes and silky blonde hair, she looked at him and saw heaven open before her.
She didn't know she l
There's an old saying, "to the world you're just one person, but to one person, you may be the world".
How many of us truly know to whom we mean everything? Do any of us truly ever know?
I read a story a while ago about this guy who committed suicide. He was twenty-four and madly in love with a girl whom he never got the guts to ask out. The girl barely knew him.
To him, she was the world. Was there someone out there that he was the world for? How will this person deal with his death? Will they in turn watch the sand in the glass quicken? And what affect will this have? Does the chain ever stop? If it does, what happens to the person who fina
Hey y'all!!! I'm an artist. Well... an artist-wanna-be. I draw now and then, but most of my work is writing. I do random stories that rarely have a part 2. My most popular form, of late, is poetry. I love improving my work, so don't feel shy to critique me. (I'll prolly give you brownie points. :D) If you want more info on me, you're gonna have to ask me. I don't bite! (most of the time... ;) )
Not sure if any of my former fans still pay attention to me... I know I have a tendency to well... disappear from planet Earth as it were. But I'm back!!! Again... And thankfully being away hasn't kept me from brainstorming. *Insert evil malicious laughter here and maybe some nice dark foreboding lightning and thunder!*
I am greatness in human form. I am what everyone wishes they could be. I am what everyone wants but what no one can have. I am the "in". I personify all that is good. Am I conceited? No. I just live in reality. Or at least my version of it.
Hello world. So for anyone who watched my stuff, I'm actually still alive. A lot of stuff was going on and I wasn't on here or anywhere really for a while. But I'm back and fabulous!!! WHOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!